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cheesey poem ftw like a warm breeze on a winter daycheesey poem ftw by ~xHard-Candyx
your breath melts the ice from my heart
this frost that has strangled my person for so long
I feel as if you have pulled me from beneath the ice sheet across a frozen lake
you helped oxygen into my deflated lungs
and though I have always been alive
I have just started to live
for wearing a mask isn't living at all
it is only pretending
Hiding Away I swallow hard the painHiding Away by ~xHard-Candyx
I take a few deep breaths
I must be quiet
for they will all hear
When the door closes
I'll never let you see
this massive chasm
the deep, dark pit
the place I go to
when no one can see
this crawling darkness
deep inside of me
I am so haunted
and I hide it so well
This happy person
is just thin shell
I hide within it
my own personal hell
I don't know how I live with
all of this fucking pain
it burns me from inside
it eats away at my brain
I'll never let them see me cry
I'm far too proud
But when the door shuts
when you turn away...
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| Name: Mello Wannabe Novelist Age: 3,452 About me: I am a writer first and foremost. I also draw a lot, but I can't ever seem to do both in one day. I suffer from what the doctors call "Major Debilitating Depression with Manic Episodes" and I'm currently on a LOT of medication for it. I'm a self-injury SURVIVOR and damn proud. I fight a daily war in my mind, depression v logic, and my scars are proof of these battles. I often have suicidal urges, but I can always work myself out of them somehow. I'm tough like nails. I love to help people. If you're suffering from ANYTHING at all -broken heart, gender confusion, self-image- I encourage you to contact me. I'm always willing to offer advice, and I'm a very caring and friendly person. I love video games, especially RPGs. I rant a lot in my journals, and I try to spread awareness of mental illness/self-injury whenever I possibly can. Loves: Pretty girls, girly boys, kittens, rainbows, music, ballet, sprite, RPGs, Dance Dance Revolution, whips, chains, power tools, knives, lighters, tentacles, BDSM, smoke, snakes, horror movies, medical things, German accents, my best friend, and a certain person who knows who he is. Dislikes: Theme parks, airplanes, talking to strangers, waiting in line, stupid people, bible thumpers, predictable horror movies, speed daters, people who have no idea what they're talking about, and a great many other things. "Sometimes I don't know whether I wanna marry you or adopt you!" -Alex “...Depression is not sobbing and crying and giving vent, it is plain and simple reduction of feeling...People who keep stiff upper lips find that it's damn hard to smile.” - ?? (unknown) "Hold back. Steadfast, you've gotta breathe and be content, just count to ten like all the experts say," Bayside "Happiness is not obtained by helping ones self, but rather by having fidelity to a noble cause." -?? |
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